Life

These days,
My Life Doesn't goes well
What can I do?
I ask myself
Should i
Pray?
Stop Study?
Start Working?
I Like Everyone Beside me
But
Not everyone like me
What i done?
until Offended you
Again and Again
You Bring Me To Hell
I don't know what Happen
My Friends, Family,
even My Dear
Leave ME
Do You Understand
How Disappointed Am I?
HaHa,
How Childish I Am?
Nobody going to pity me
If
there's second chance
I won't , I won't
Choose to Live

Loneliness

Why I'll feel lonely?
:'(
Maybe you're not with me.
Well,
is You
Always in My Heart
Looking at Your picture,
Miss the time
I be with you.
Even is short
But I'm Happy!

Finals

Wee~

Finals is over.

Going to Celebrate it xD

Holiday!

What should I do?

Where shall I go?

No idea,

hehe

Everyone seem Happy

Because can go home~

Well,

Not Me,

Because I'm Malaccan.

Not miss home that much like you guys do

Greatful that know each of you

That complete my life journey.

Lynnette,

I waiting your handmake cake^^

Wish to taste it quickly

HeHe.

Anyways,

Hope Everyone have a Great Holiday

And

Rest more

Because We are going to

Enter 2nd sem

Will do much better than now

^.^

Death

Death

Slowly approach my lovely Granny

Now,

She lying on the bed unconscious

Everyone was crying

Hey,would you just fucking stop disturb my Family?

I do trust you had enough people

Leaving my Granny alone please!

Don't you have a Family?

What would you feel if your Granny dies?

Will you please leaving her alone

if I begged you?

My Granny

You're the Strong and Great!

Wasn't you wish to saw us get Married?

Get well and wait the time come,

Stay with Us.

I Love You,You Love Me,

We Are Happy Family!

Feels

am I weired?

well,

I asking this because I easy to get touch

by any sad things :(

They told me

man bleed rather than cried.

But,

I can't control myself

understand?

Even I watched cartoon

I would cry

If there's somethings touch

my Heart

Did I look foolish?

Hm...

wondering

why I'll like this?

asking myself

No Idea

like i know =.="

is a wound from childhood?

Hope I can control it

Don't fall tears easily

^.^

Friends

Do you had Friends?

What do you think Friends is?

Do Friends play an important role in your life?

Which kind of your Friends?

Fucker?Faker?Backstabber?

or

Listener?Teacher?Brothers?

Well,

Friends Are Important To Me!

to others,I had no idea

21 year old

I saw lots of people

in and out of my life

Do you ever think,

Your trusted Friends Betrayed You?

How could Friends you trusted Backstab you?

How can Friends so Fake?

How I trust Friends that seek for bargain on Me?

Hey, don't waste our time

Just Fuck Off from my life,dude~

But,

there's still some trusted Friends

in my Life.

Even each of them have their own weakness

but,

they living with the true them.

I'm fine with it

since

We Are Friends :)

I do think you know which Friends you are to me!

Thanks to coloured my Life!

RelaxTime

Well,doesn't know why~

After maths examinations,

I didn't do any revision :S

Always gaming and blogging

Chatting with friends

Wasting time,

10,10,2008

Justin,Melvin,HweiSze,James,Eddy,LQ,Tommoy

We went to purebar

HeHe,

Actually we wanted to go there 

at Happy Hours

Who knews,We late

Missed the time.

Were there around 10:10pm

We drink and dance

Meet Gavin and his GF

afterward

Meet Siraj,Ash,Wenny,Piggy,Guy

While dancing,

one girl approach me

then we dance together

Sorry,My Dear

yaya,forget to tell

The DJ suck =.="

the Song they plaed is fucking Lame

We were off around 2am+

Instead of going yc

We decided go home 

Well,now its my time to work hard 

for my Finals

Otherwise

I'll regreat

.

Human Being

Well, everyone have their own character~

I have mine, like i always said

I'm Who I'm

Who really Care's what the fuck you think about me?

Why should i give a damn to what you said?

That's me.

Sometimes i really worried about my atitude,

Will this change my life?

Will this helped?

But

Times

Show everythings

I live with my own unique lifestyle

&

I happy with it

I'm not who you think

Who ever Judge me before ever know me

Please

Fuck Off !

Justin :dob:1st July

7月1日 解放

7月1日出生的人都相当敏感、能干、适应力强，并且喜怒形于色。虽然这一天出生的人也可能受到长期的情绪困扰，但是他们多半会赢得胜利，克服各种的控制、不义和压迫。 这一天出生的女性大多会在工作与母亲角色（或者说工作与家庭间的要求）间感受到强烈的冲突，因此多半会正视当今社会上性别方面的议题。而这一天出生的男性则具有一种不寻常的敏锐度，他们不但对女性所处的情况感同身受，也感觉得到自己身上的女性特质。

不管是男性或是女性，这一天出生的人在生命中总是持续处于不受欢迎的沮丧中，他们多半是自己最差劲的敌人，常常担心在工作职场或是家中低人一等，甚至在他们最成功的时候也无法避免。从正面的角度来看，这一天出生的人很少会盲从，而且不论他们如何对一件事物奉献心力，或是忠于任何一种意识形态，总是会很弹性地去看清事情的另一个角度，以及寻找其他的做事方法，绝对不会食古不化、刚愎自用。7月1日出生的人总是深思熟虑，因此绝不会有简单的答案或肤浅的想法。

这天出生的人城府很深，具有复杂的人格，同时会严守自己真正的感觉。从另一个角度来看，他们乐意参与社会的活动，同时还会热情，无私地为社会贡献自己之力。这一天出生的人多半懂得施比受更有福，这是因为他们懂得接纳以及对别人感同身受，因此他们大多自认为能够了解别人而且愿意给予帮助。但是一旦他们自己遭受痛苦时，可就自顾不暇了。

这一天出生的人在情绪上具有自我折磨的倾向，但是如果他们不面对这种困扰自己的感觉，同时尝试去解决，就无法在个人的发展上有所突破。同时，这也可能使他们受困于情绪中，可能要等到某些状况发生了，或甚至是一个晴天霹雳，才有可能将他们导住另一个方向，因为直到这个时候，他们才会突然醒悟到自己行为的偏差，尝试去改进自己的情况。然后他们才会变成一个比较高度自我发展的人，重新以积极、正向人格特质向世界整装出击，同时将社会、家庭和爱情成功地结合在一起。这一天出生的人如果愿意走出自己的小天地，他们会开放得让人跌破眼镜，而且还会主动寻找生活中的乐趣，这就会成为他们一生中最值得庆幸的事了。

幸运数字和守护星 7月1日出生的人受到数字1与太阳的影响，这些具有数字1特质的人通常相当自我、非常有主见，而且渴望争得第一名的宝座。虽然这一天出生的人在自我表现上有一点被动，但是他们会受惠于太阳与月亮的双重影响。太阳象征强壮的创造能量和火焰，所以最好让它能持续稳定地燃烧，而不是零星放火，最后失去了控制。

健康 7月1日出生的人一般都不太喜欢自己的身体。虽然他们举止优雅，同时可能还会享受各类的活动，但他们会歇性地摇摆于主动地表现性欲与完全的禁欲之间。这一天出生的人所面临的最大伤害可能是忧郁症，在某些状况下他们最好能够去寻求心理咨商。他们需要一个朋友、一位宗教导师或是心理医生，让他们偶尔能大叶苦水。7月1日出生的人的饮食习惯通常不太寻常，有时候甚至很特别，会一下纵容自己的食欲，一下又禁止自己的饮食，结果导致非常不健康的饮食习惯，所以应该小心而且循序渐进地在早期就予以纠正。

建议 快乐未必就是肤浅，深刻也不一定就需要痛苦；一旦你了解这些，就可以离开自己的象牙塔了。不要害怕一个人，支持你的朋友都会站在你这边。学习接受就像付出一般，绝对不要容许别人在你面前趾高气扬。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第１张是“魔术师”，象征着智慧、沟通和资讯。魔术师头上有一个代表无限的符号，有时以宽帽表示，有时则是一道光环。这张牌有许多种解释，其一是：魔术师领悟生命循环不自己的本质，并且因为这层体悟而拥有力量。所以正立的牌面代表富有外交手腕、精明干练；倒立则表示毫无顾忌与投机心态。

静思语 : 比上不足，比下有馀。
优点 : 深刻、好施与、有决心。
缺点 : 困扰、沮丧、持续地陷入苦恼。

Emo~

When i saw you sad,

I turn sad too ~

When i saw you were pleased

I'm laughing together ~

I feels that

It's my fault that i can't protect you

It's my fault that i can't cheer you up

It's my fault that i wasn't there when you are sad

It's my fault that i act like nothing

but in deep of my heart

I hope you're happy

I hope you're protected

I hope you're safe

I just wish you know that

I'm always here for you.