ChineseNewYear

This ChineseNewYear [CNY]
I celebrate with my friend Family
His name is KuanHua
One of my BestFriends in life
We went Genting
his family plan to asked angpau from Uncle Lim
LOL
but before CNY started
I and friends go to count down
and I saw 2 person
EngKiat
What you doing in Malacca?
o.O
no need to celebrate with Family o?
and the Girl
how you going to explained later?
hehe
I didn't sleep for that night
not because of them
but were gaming the whole night
kaka
Prepare stuff and heading to Genting around 9am+
When I step to the bus
there's lots of unknown faces
New to me
Start getting angpau from people
Genting, we are coming
not plan to enter playground
but entering Casino
kaka
helping his aunt won 1000++
I doesn't play
just hanging around
Our !st day Dinner
9Dishes
cost RM950.50
2nd day
RM1143.90
8Dishes
=.=|
Swt
yaya
about the gambling
others aunt and his mum and dad
giving a VERY BIG angpau to uncle.Lim
ard RM10k
as you know gambling 10 times
you lose 9
I having great time with them
even a bit paiseh
xD
but there's one bad news come from my mum
She told me my cousin steal my angpau
from my mum Room
1st Emotions is FUCK HIM
lucky that my mum get it back because there's some sign on the angpau
can't believe
We coming back from Genting
at 3rd CNY
I'm Bad Son
didn't go home
I'm Sorry Mum
Stay with his family
having fun all the time
Well,Is start to settle down
My Feelings
3rd sem is coming
going to work hard
and harder
Good Luck to Me and
Peoples in the world
Lastly
Happy Chinese New Year :)

愛しています

Watashi Anatao Aishiteru
translated into
I Love You
Sachiko-san teach me this
Sachiko-san
Is a Lady who married to a Men in Malacca
which giving me opportunity to learn everything about Japanese
well
I'm glad that I meet her
in few years ago
.
Peoples besides me
seem like having trouble about 愛
Are you one of them?
Love
I writes many blog about it
Love gives people
Hope
Future

A sense of security
Happiness
Second Chance
Forgiveness
Honor
Forever
Power
instead of these
Love gives people
Sad
Disappointed
Greedy
Betrayal
Change
hatefulness
Tears
.
Weird huh?
there's different Feels that Love can gives
Had you asked yourself
What is Love?
Peoples told me
Love is undefined
Some told me that Love is a gift
What yours opinion?
.
one of my friend write in her blog
Love by someone
or
Love someone
Which you're seeking?
I think everyone looking for Both
but
is that possible?
yea, maybe one or two couple are
before this there's a guy asking for my opinion
I answered him by choosing the Love by someone
If you read my previous blog
you'll know someone wanna love me
But I refuse Her's Love
I hope I didn't guide him into wrong path
.
Experiences
make me growth
yet
make Me fear
towards Love
But what I hope is
People besides Me
Appreciate people whose love you
and you love.

Holidays~

People
Sure you loves Holidays
Don't think either one of you hate it
If you're the one
then you might have the same feels with me
BORING
ARGH
Friends are working or study
I'm Fucking Alone
=.=
Well
1st few days
I feel really Happy because got time to rest
normally too busy
haha
after that
when I was msn peoples
all of them said the same word
"BORING"
hehe
so Cute~
when working or studying
All were waiting for Holidays
when Holidays came
they complains too boring
hm...
peoples are used to be like that
^^
I meet up with old dudes
plan to play badminton
and
play mahjong
hoho
My friend ask me to go Genting with him on 1st day of CNY
still considering
any suggestions?
anyways
Hope all reader of my blog
Happy Holidays

for M from J

today you msg me
told me that there's a blog about M&J
I went and read all
just after few minutes
I never get to respond
you told that the blog is deleted
.
Christmas
I'm looking for you too
in portugis settlement
TB told me that you're here before
missed it =(
and the following hours
we chatted
and you keep ask me
who's the one
who making all that
I won't tell you
because I can't prove its done by " "
and u said going to delete me from msn list
well
since u plan to delete why don't block me?
I was angry
and respond that towards you
I knew its hurt
but you think that won't hurts me too?
I always wondering how to greets you
sms?msn?or what?
sorry, I not brave enough to do all that
I always write and delete
keep asking myself
why so stupid?
waiting someone who don't want you
so I looking for someone
to make me forget you
"I Always Here For You"
is the promises i made for you
i keep that in my heart
since you doesn't need it anymore
now
all I can do is to apologize
Sorry to not being brave
Sorry to not tells you
Sorry to hurting you
Sorry for Loving you
from deeps of my heart
just wanted to say that
I Love You

Sick

This is the 3rd day

turning into 4th

in few more hours

Im Sick =(

Well, I willing to die rather than suffer like this

argh

Is pain

Not feeeeeeeeeeeeeling well

1st day

after taking my bf panadol

I was getting better

active fast =.=

wow

Its really work and fast

but

2nd day

I thought this will be ended

whose knew

after the protection of the panadol

its still the same

FUCK!

but more than half of the responsibility is on me

because I drink

and get scolded by bf

I'm So Sorry

I never knew its getting worst

friend told me will getting better if i drink

take another panadol

and feeling better

bf afraid me LOVEs panadol

haha

Won't

3rd day

hey

next day 5th Jan is my finals

why can't you just fucking leave me alone?

I'm sick of it

prepare for finals

=(

I don't want sick became an excuse

for me to failed

Sleep ard 10+pm

woke up at 1+am

thanks to James and DJ

talking nonsense ==\

silents when peoples sleep

Go to Finals

and feeeeeeeels really bad

going to see doctor now

and Jack

Thanks for helping me :)