The One [You know who you are]

Time passed
Things changed
do You?do I?
Not plan to forget the feels towards you
Because
that's real
that's me
that's everything
You do know I'm Always here for you
like I always said to you

Logistic and Catering

Justin : Leader of Logistic and Catering
Yuan How : Assistant
Group Member:
Cindy[my secretary XD]
Ming Yen[my prince of Logistic LOL]
Ai Yong[my princess of unknown =.=]
will discovered more
hehe
Hope everything is going smooth
We'll be along like bro and sis
^^
by the way
going to yamcha after the ocwc meeting
:)

Dream Story

I'm sure everyone out there have a dream story
so do I
but
today writing this blog
with my tears and hard feelings
because
my dream story are going to end
either I
never think of it :)
Feels sorry to my mum
who always proud of me
sis
who always support me
advise me
dad
who leave me when I'm 4
hoping I can make him proud
and lastly to everyone
who helps me always
I think I'll stop study after this
there's still lots of thing
I wanted to do in campus
weeeeee
So
I going to live with It
since no other choices
Christmas is coming
hope there's a Santa Claus
give back my dream story
again

Cancer

巨蟹座终极完美分析
巨蟹是心软的，容易被感动，即使表面看起来总是有一副硬硬的壳，但那壳子底下是一颗柔软敏感到极至的内心。它们面对一份感情是犹豫再三的，不要说它们懦弱，它们只是明白自己是容易受伤的。他们对感情抱有信仰，相信纯真、相信天长地久，所以有时是挑剔的。

这是一层表面坚硬的壳，其实攻克轻而易举，因为蟹蟹有一颗柔软的心。

蟹蟹恋爱了，这时的它们变的很粘人，很婆妈，因为你是它的中心，它会为你考虑很多，饭吃了吗？天气会变了吗？记得带伞哦！路上车多，慢点走哦！……..诸如此类！

蟹蟹是深情而痴情的，爱上一个人会爱的很深，即使明知道没有结果也很难自拔。这是巨蟹的一种固执，想要得到的东西，往往不会轻易放手。有时，一段没有结果的恋情会成为蟹蟹的生活重心。这无疑是痛苦的，但又难以自拔。然而，巨蟹的不安全感又在内心大叫着放弃，所以这时的蟹蟹总是在坚持和放弃的巨大矛盾中苦苦煎熬着。学会放弃是蟹蟹的一门功课.

当然，如果蟹蟹真的决定放弃了，它的坚决会让所有人吃惊。
要记住：除了你自己，没有人可以伤害到你
蟹子是痴情的，但又不善于表达，面对自己心爱的人拘谨、放不开。它们的幽默感此刻变得生涩。
蟹子是深情的，但又不善于把握，为什么一次次控制不住自己的情绪，说出明知不该讲的话？

分裂而善于幻想的寄居蟹在说巨蟹之前，先说说几个一直以来欣赏的几个偶像，他们都不同，但他们有一个共同点，就是，他们都是巨蟹男。周星驰，王家卫，罗大佑，李宗盛，梁朝伟，张学友……一般在每次排行榜中总是靠末的巨蟹们，看起来并没有很明显的个性，但是，他们在艺术方面的直觉和敏锐却是别人难以匹敌，从这几个人名里就不难看出。他们在生活中都是温文尔雅的，被动的，甚至往往是沉默的，但是在他们的电影，歌曲中，却展露出令人惊异的才华，让我们总是不由自主的为之倾倒。当周星驰让我们笑得泪水横流的时候，我们也早听闻其实戏外的他认真严肃，不苟言笑，对待朋友和情人都很苛刻；我们知道在戏里演什么都神形毕似的影帝梁朝伟同性格南辕北辙的射手刘嘉玲20多年同居，至今都不愿结婚，他总是说���其实他的人生就是在戏里；我们知道张学友出道前曾经是黑社会的小混混，天天宿醉，自暴自弃，也看到张学友成名后依然为了家庭拼命打拼，几近崩溃……

　　这就是巨蟹，其实，最能说明巨蟹特质的，就是－－分裂无论是哪一种蟹，他们都有着分裂的思想。他们渴望安定，也渴望出人头地，他们内心充满艺术的灵感，夸张的幻象，但是在现实生活中，他们总是低眉顺眼，很难真正展露心中的狂想。所以在艺术的舞台上，他们反而得以施展，让心中奇异的狂想放大到极致，他们可以将任何一首歌一个角色演绎的入木三分，所有来自于生活中被动的接受，在艺术的殿堂上得到了最好的宣泄，所以巨蟹真的应该属于舞台。即使没有好的歌喉没有好的外形，但是他们有良好的感受力和表现力，他们的性格实际上更像是一只寄居蟹，在真正自我的生活中，他们常常将自己包裹的很紧，但在诠释和演绎别人的时候，他们那内心的感情得到了释放。

　　巨蟹座的另一个长处是他们有着哲学的思考力世界因两股力量相互消长，而水象就是典型的阴柔之力。水象星座的人有一种天生的宇宙观，巨蟹也是如此，加之他们天生有母爱的情结，所以他们的思考往往带有着人性化的关怀。所以从事与艺术相关的行业的巨蟹，无论如何都可以算是幸运的巨蟹，因为能够得以发挥天然的性格所长。但是不是每个巨蟹都有这样的机会，所以大多数巨蟹都会感到自己的压抑和痛苦。他们不是没有渴望，相反他们需求很多，渴望很多，但是他们总是躲在自己的壳里做着各式各样的幻梦，只是在想，很少实施。所以如果你看到的总是低眉顺眼的巨蟹实际上并不是真正的巨蟹。那只是巨蟹的一个假象。

　　永远无法抹去的自卑巨蟹们其实是自我感觉很好的心高气傲的一群人，但是却又难以克服时时刻刻想躲进壳里的自卑感。他们天生多疑和敏感，碰到困难，就先躲进壳里，自欺欺人，在梦中编织自我的安全感，而从来没有想到如何主动将危机转化为机遇。他们对待困难的消极方式，使他们总很难真正木秀于林，他们总在捕捉他们认为最好的时机，但是那个时机却总?无法到来，其实世间哪有万全之策？当蟹蟹们艰苦的自我互博之时，大好时机已经失去。但是要改变这种天生的自卑感确乎很难，蟹蟹们几乎完全不由自主。
怀旧是巨蟹们的人生主旋律巨蟹们非常怀旧。他们喜欢旧东西，怀恋旧感情，对家庭有着天然的眷恋。泛黄的相片，褪色的丝带，尘封的梳妆台……所有一切带有浪漫情调的旧物，都可以让他们独自神伤，黯然追想，他们总是沉浸在过去的回忆里，永远记得年少时的孤寂敏感，永远记得初恋情人，多年后仍然四处找寻初恋情人的消息，慰籍多年来始终保持新鲜的记忆。所以王家卫的电影总喜欢用这样的句式开头：多年以后……

　　忽冷忽热患得患失的爱情他们天生悲观，永远需要多一点，更多一点的安全感。为什么他们如此需要安全感，因为他们天生就没有安全感，所以他们是很容易恐慌的，所以他们也就变得非常的多疑和猜忌。爱上一个巨蟹是要仔细思量的，因为他们会突然忽冷忽热，突然置之不理，突然恶言相向，但是其实他们并非不爱你，他们有时候是在跟自己呕气。他们渴望天天24小时同你粘在一起，他们对爱人有着强烈的占有欲，恨不得掏心掏肺给你，他们关注你的点点滴滴，小到为你买一支发卡，大到帮你选择哪路公车……他们都费劲心思，他们时时刻刻每件事都为你考量，但又因为付出的不停增加而变得越来越担心害怕，会不会得不到对等的爱。所以他们会突然变得冷淡了，也许只因为你一个眼神，他们就觉得你已经不如从前，于是开���无休止的试探，他们说话总是转弯抹角，但是却总希望你永远清晰表态，假设某天你也含糊了一下，那就完了，蟹蟹们立刻条件反射的开始惴想出无数个虚拟场景，在无尽的悲观中，意淫出种种悲惨场面，然后再见你时，就已经是冷口冷面，甚至说出无比绝情的话语－－所以，你和巨蟹的他们，是要努力去磨合的，给他们足够的信赖和安全，他们回馈你的，绝对让你感动的热泪盈眶。

　　虚伪包装下易感的心实际上巨蟹善于伪装。他们喜欢笑，无论何时何地，他们常常微笑，也许这笑容有时候让人欣慰，但有时候却会让人感到非常的虚伪。当然巨蟹们也总有自己的小奸小坏，但是他们虚伪的前提却总是先为了保护自己。他们对自己应得的利益是淄铢必较，有时候会让人感到他们是不是很小心眼，但是，在朋友聚会等场合上，他们又绝对是豪爽大方，主动抢着付账的人。所以其实巨蟹是个公私概念很明确的人，他们对该得的绝对毫不客气，而对待朋友，他们又觉得其实这点钱根本不算什么。他们是眷恋朋友和家人的，他们基本都有些喜欢酒。而且酒量都还不错，因为他们眷恋那种宾客相尽欢的气氛，更眷恋着家的和乐融洽之感。所以巨蟹们喜欢做饭，即使不会做饭也对美食有天然偏爱，他们懂得享受居家生活，���以巨蟹们有个理想婚姻是最快乐的事情。问题是巨蟹们却常常选择晚婚或不结婚，因为他们多疑又害怕，他们总是对新幻境充满怀疑，对新的家庭又向往又拒绝，在自我矛盾中，不断蹉跎了年华。

　　自己为自己创造安定感觉巨蟹们总是不安，这是一种不好的感觉，因为如此，许多巨蟹枉然蹉跎，终日郁郁。其实，巨蟹们可以尝试自己为自己创造安定的感觉。找一个家里人都喜欢的对象，建立一个自己的家，也许巨蟹会发现自己会变得安稳很多。找个摩羯是比??理想的选择。或者找一个自己的爱好，倾注所有的心血，自己也会变得安定很多。当然蟹蟹们也许会说，你这是站着说话不腰疼啊，要是那么容易的话，还用得着你说吗？呵。但是，无论怎样，当我们自己意识到自己的不安，就该努力去克服他，其实壳外的世界，没有那么可怕，这是真的。

　　总的说来，巨蟹们很可爱，尤其是在艺术上有成就的那些人，他们创造的都是令人仰止的丰碑，所以巨蟹们不必没来由自卑，其实你们都很出色

Mdm.Sharmini & Lynnette

Madam Sharmini
this is her
the girl you wanted to know
Lynnette
she's a wonderful girl :)
Law [LOL] student xD
well,
is surprise that you know my blog
hehe
Maybe that's why I feel Happy to chat with you
Lynnette
sorry to post your picture here

waiting+missing

since when i started to miss you?
since when i started to wait for your replies?
missing and waiting you has became my habits?
sometimes peoples said waiting is wasting time
but
I really hope you understand
All is you in my heart
why make things complicated when there's just a simple thing?
envy when saw you having dinner with others
envy when saw you playing with others

[u see.... this is what happens when u let the feelings get to u...]


but
this is real
feelings won't harm me and you
just please give me a chance to prove it?

my fault or you're too much?

ei
I think you know who I'm talking about
when I talk about this
listen
I had no offend to anyone
If you don't like
then is up to you
I know what you mean
not offend high committee
why should I?
weired
but I wanna ask you
did they ever go before?
yes or no
makes different
I agree
we should Cultivation the high com
but if they go before
then is wasted
understand?
they go for fun
is shit
they go for learning
good :)
everyone out there
is waiting this opportunity
to look over what media really is
I really had no comment
I doesn't angry
just
hope you understand
as I said again
upon this
Is Justin own personal thought
nothings with others

My Mind

Do I look like concerned what people talking about?
I really had no comment
I always said I don't mind
but somehow
Maybe you're right
I care about it~
Do you think I can put it aways?
hard for me
from start till nows
I Keep remind myself
about
What had I done yesterday
So
I'll think why things happen
It's my faults?
argh
What should I do?
any comment?

2nd Sem is Start

2nd Sem is started

I late for morning and afternoon classes

:s

system analysis design

buiness technical communications

I selected as Class rep =.=

for buiness technical communications

thx for yours support xD

It seem to be a busy sem

so hope everythings is going to be fine

Lynnette

I think you should meet this lecturer

Mdm Sharmini Abdullah

she just like another you

LOL

the ways she spoke

just like im listening to you

hehe

Well,

I have to work hard for my supp

Maths

here i come

Recreational Division

I'm One of the RD member

but

I wasn't Happy

SS

Do You Know Why?

Everydays I busy for RD

People said
Why makes yourself so hard?

Such a Stupid

but I still be with you all

Because i always trust you guys as friends

Do you ever knew why Jack leave?

yea,

You know some reason but not all

Jack,Me

always seek for the warmth of Family
I Doesn't know about others

Why today Alex ask you

Wasn't we should do the booth together?

Because of 1 people

so we stop the traning

Jack Can't Stay because he just like me

Communication problem

I always ask myself

Should I leave too?

LOL

I tried my best to join

But whos know

Failed

as you said

Money is needed when we go to somewhere

I have to say sorry

Because this wasn't My ways

I agree SH have the skill to become leader

Improved myself is impossible

Xiang

do have great skill

and

you do realise the weakness of her

but everytime

you are the one who fall into the trap

Wong and KT

supported both of them

they like bro and sis

did you ever realise?

Me,Alex and Yen

are always stand a side

I know what is my problem

Because I'm Me

you guys really are family

but im just nothings

see

when i stop connect with you all

even a dinner or smth

I can't TALK at all after that

every of the words on this post only my personal comment

nothings with others

If I really hurt someone

I'm Sorry

I won't quit till the day You asked

Who Am I?

Can all Of you help me ?

Need You Guys to help me identified myself~

What you think about me ?

Just Give A Comment :)

It's Helps 

Don't Worry I won't Angry

Thank you

人生交叉點Crossroads of our lives

我們應該每次都會面對到的問題
我們該怎么做選擇？
那個是對？
那個是錯？
怎么才叫最佳選擇？
但是不一樣的人有不一樣的答案
不是嗎？
使你定义錯或對的是誰？
是父母？
朋友？
情人？
但是真正的對與錯誰能告訴你？
不是自己嗎？
其實每個人的心裡都有個答案
只是
想得到其他人的認同
如果我選擇了放棄就讀
如果我選擇了其他的大學
如果我選擇了不是這些朋友
如果我選擇了不參加華文學會
如果我選擇了不參加康樂股
如果我選擇不與她交往
現在的我會是怎么樣？
是否會過得好些還是壞些？

Wedding

Today go to friends Wedding
Wonderful Wedding :)
Enjoy looking at both of them.
But,
I get myself drunk :)
envy Looking at Them
Sweet couple
When will I get wedding?
o.O
HaHa, interesting question
I missed someone
Someone Who I Love
Deep in my Heart
Appreciate everything besides you
^.^